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뭐가 다른가.

왜 다르게 나타나는가.

"Oh definitely," says Bogie, motioning to Paul's computer. "It's a new game. Years ago we didin't have these stats to look up. We had to go with what we saw."

"Years ago it only cost a hundred grand to sign them," says Erik.

The other older scouts are unmoved. "Look," says Erik, "Pitter and I are the ones that people are going to say, 'What the hell were you doing? How the hell could you take Brown in the first round?"

No one says anything.

"The hardest thing," says Billy, "is there is a certain pride, or lack of pride, required to do this right. You take a guy high no one else likes and it makes you uncomfortable. But I mean, really, who gives a fuck where you uncomfortable. But I mean, really, who gives a fuck where guys are taken? Remember Zito? Everyone said we were nuts to take Zito with the ninth pick of the draft. And we knew everyone was going to say that. One fucking month later it's clear we kicked everyone's ass. Nobody remembers that now. But understand, when we stop trying to figure out the perception of guys, we've done better."

"Jeremy Brown isn't Zito," says one of the scouts. But he is. A lot of people in the room have forgotten that the scouting department hadn't wanted to take Barry Zito because Zito threw an 88-mph fastball. They prefereed a flamethrower named Ben Sheets. "Billy made us take Zito," Bogie later confesses.



Michael Lewis, MONEY BALL, p.39

찾는 이도, 찾을 이도 없다. 내심 바래왔던 것.

평화롭고 조용하게 살아진다.

항상 추억이 문제.

인간이 자기 방에서 조용히 있지 못하는데서 근심이 시작된다고, 아마 에머슨?

아무 소식도 전하고 싶지 않고,

아무 소식도 듣고 싶지 않다.

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